The past week has been troubling, not only for me, but also for loved ones in my life.
My engaged roommates have broken up and it's turned our worlds upside down.
In the midst of this, I'm also fighting a battle within myself.
I've missed a few days of work due to the stress and anxiety.
Throughout everything, I forgot to pray.
I leaned on my own strength and wisdom, without even acknowledging God.
It's no wonder I started to feel like a failure, worthless.
I kept looking at my life with scrutiny, noticing all the cracks and flaws.
I may have my imperfections, and people may think I'm beneath them, but that doesn't make me any less precious in God's eyes.
"Many who were first will be last, and many who were last will be first.”
Matthew 19:30
I plan to focus on this verse whenever I feel like I'm not good enough.
I'm so blessed to have Kori in my life.
My parents love me unconditionally, even though I take them for granted.
I may not have the type of friends I can hang out with every weekend, but they are the friends whom I can always count on.
My support system may be smaller than most, but God has provided me with all I need.
This week, I will remove any negativity from my thoughts.
I will trust in God and hope for deliverance.
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